To console Jesus: this is my heart’s desire now. For now I want only to save souls and many souls are damned which hurts Jesus, so my heart hurts too. I go in prayer to console Jesus. I know too what my sin has done to Him and what pian it has caused Him and my soul is so saddened by this I cannot help but cry every time I think of it. Even when I’m eating or playing or reading or anytime, the moment I think of it, I cry, because I love my Jesus. I love Him.