I prayed one night very very fervently, “Jesus, please do not send any more demons; I don’t think I am strong enough now.” (since the attacks were happening more frequently-once a week-and disrupting my sleep very badly)
I heard and saw the word “Penance.” and I accepted this but still very unsatisfied that I could be strong enough. Then as my eyes were closed in prayer I saw Jesus standing before a great light and His robe was covered in light but not so that His Face was revealed to me as the light behind Him was so bright it cast a shadow on His Face so I could only see a silhouette. There was a shorter figure in a robe on either side on Him whose faces I could not see either. I took them to be angels. When I saw Him, I felt a force of power emanating forth from His stature which was shone to be very large (since the angel figures were much shorter) but also because of the power I felt coming from Him. Suddenly I could feel my Mighty Jesus, the Lion of Judah, how could I be afraid? How could I feel weak with my Mighty Jesus? I knew of HIs might and His power, I knew Jesus would be with me and my strength which would come from Him is a might of heaven. For it is written, “You will not fear the terror of the night, nor the arrow that flies by day” Psalm 91:5.